i hate everything

(besides you)

lately, i've been so miserable tbh.
having mono, and having to take 2 weeks off work. i'm going to have
no money for florida. also, fuck turning 18. it's the worst. i had to get
my picture for my i.d taken and it's terrible. i just want to get drunk
with someone right now. i miss clennon and chelsea.

i need human contact

i just really love dystopia

Fuck you. You're a lie and I won't be part of it
Trust you. I will not bow.
I've seen too much to ever fucking love you
Faith built on other's pain
Christian: another way of spelling genocide
Conquest: the name of god
Nation: controlled by the moral right
Based on all that is wrong
Love for country, love for system
So called "love" is so confused
So called love murdered million, justified
The death of your song
And you'll never be happy
Fuck your love
Jesus, fuck your love, and the USA
Nailed to your cross, it should have been a dollar sign
We can't be part of you, hate all that you do
No love I can see, for god or country.

totally cool that your hair is blue

totally drool, when i think about you
totally neat, totally sweet, totally knocked me off my feet

things i dont want to forget

- chelsea glover
- clennon aranha
- the last time i saw you
- pictures i take
- my first punk show
- "auto rock"
- I have simply no experience whatsoever of what he describes as "doom-laden" feelings, nor the utter desolation and loneliness he senses lurking somewhere within him at all times. He speaks of being sucked upstairs, into the darkness, away from the rest of his family. This fantasy dates from the third year. Most striking of all his childhood images is the concept which he had been formulation, and brooding upon, up to the age of five. Namely, that he was the only human being and all others were aliens examining him.
- every other day
Taylor says:
I miss you bud

yes

jess says:
i miss everything good